so, it’s taken me a little while to adjust my sleeping to
the time change and life here. The last
three nights I finally have been able to sleep through the night and not wake
up at 5 in the morning. Its been
glorious. Except last night I was awoken
by something quite different. Around 3
am I felt a little something jump on my feet causing me to awake abruptly and
release a little scream. a
rat...a rat jumped on my feet! I have no clue what the little thing was
after but the rest of the night left me a little sleepless. Rats in the hostel, in the kitchen, and even
on my floor – fine, no big deal. Rats in
my bed – uh, I don’t think so. What if
he nibbled on me?! So I am currently
rat-proofing my room with large rocks…
despite my night filled with the little pitter patters of
rat feet, life here in leh has improved every day. I am getting more and more comfortable in
this different lifestyle. I am also
coming to terms with the amount of solo time I have and am getting better daily
at controlling my own thoughts. As a
deeply emotional person, this has been hard for me in the past, as I can
sometimes get easily overwhelmed [uh consumed, maybe] with my emotions. But practice makes perfect – well, maybe not
but baby steps. I don’t know that I have
allowed myself to be quiet in a long time.
I have kept life busy and moving – maybe intentionally- and so this
extreme change in the pace of life here has been jarring. This is quite possibly the reason my first
week here saw many tears – but I’m no stranger to tears and, in fact, I think
they can be really beautiful. As Kahlil
says ‘the deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can
contain.’ Phew, thanks Kahlil.
Over the past two weeks, SLC has been gearing up for
Ladakh’s first annual International Film Festival, which has just finished its
second day. The shan (ladakhi for snow
leopard) is the mascot of the festival, which places SLC as the festival’s
cause partners. So since I have been in
the office, everything has been focused on preparing for this festival. For the festival, SLC has a booth with a
multitude of activities for festival goers. The first day, the stall saw some
interest but since then it has been slow going, which has just been painful for us
volunteers. In the past I have helped
plan two smaller film festivals and, in watching how the festival people have
planned this one, I’m not entirely sure they have thought most things through. But nonetheless, it may be good exposure for
SLC, as that is not been their strong suit in the past. Oh, and we all had to wear traditional
Ladakhi dresses on the first day – very hot and uncomfortable.
Once the festival has come and gone, Ill get more of a
chance to work directly on my project with some of the staff members. And hopefully Ill get a chance to do some
more exploring outside of Leh – I have yet to have a day off from work/the
office…
p.s. the internet is weak so pictures aren't working, next time...